To write in silence is to miss the gentle nuance of music pushing you to deepen the scene with the strings of grief playing somewhere to your left. To be silent is to trap all of your misshapen ideas inside yourself. To be silent is to be unheard.
We are writers, not ghosts moaning from the afterlife in need of one soul willing to hear them. Write loudly. Write with the expectation that someone will read your story, your idea, and have a life changing moment because of it.
Ignore the “professionals” and write like your life depends on it. Tell everyone around you about the characters clawing at the edges of your mind.
This is your chance to be heard, to make a difference, to leave your mark on the world, so do it loudly.